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One Day


a recent short conversation with a friend kinda inspired to write. i guess i can be an ass sumtimes..well..most of the time....she was mengadu'ing' to me maybe..but being a reality-thinker me..memang kene balik la kan....until she actually became pissed and logout.....

.sigh..women...

was in my ceramah mood when my friend complained bout her job.she just got a job. it involves telephones and customer. the pay is not that high..but i guess its enough to survive. reading what she wrote on the screen sumhow brings me back to years ago.i was a crew for the customer assistant dept in a company.something similiar.u sell stuff..u conviced people .......and u got paid.

She was complaining bout kene maki with customers...gaji sikit...and company lain bayar more that 2K..etc etc

well dear, in this life u can have it 2 ways...

u can jump straight to the top..and fell down hard on ur back...or u can take the stair..enjoying your journey in life from the bottom to the top while learning about life as u take one step after another.

kene maki with customers :- look at it from d positive side..know what ure doing.know how to react.know how to answers..i believe if u study and knoe what u hafta do. ..u can avoid maki2 issues...

gaji sikit. to be frank..1600 is not much..but for starters..thats ok what. .its not like u have the whole world u kene tanggung ye dak.?

company lain bayar lebih? well.life is about options...the choices is yours..kalau tak suke...jangan keje..suke..keje..abeh cerite...

i guess people who came from diffrent backgrounds turns out to be diffrent individual. some people yang datang from keluarga senang....ada yg datang dari keluarga kurang senang...ada yg dari kleuarga biasa...ada yg jenis tak amik pedulik..ada yang jenis hell yeah.....ada yg amik masa nak memikirkan apa yg terbaik dlm hidup ni..............
manusia ni memang mempunya pelbagai ragam...

but dalam kehidupan ni..kadang2 kite kene bersyukur dengan apa yg kita dapat..sekurang2nya mulakan journey dengan perlahan...pikir2 alik nak demand gaji 5-6 ribu pon..kene tgk jugak capability diri and apa experienced yg kita ada....kene pikir logic jugak kan.?

and maybe i was wrong..maybe i dont know the whole story....but my nasihat for u my dear..is
so sementara ada kerja ni..kerja lah elok2....mula la biasa dulu..then baru la leh maju ke hadapan...blaja bawak kete pon kite pakai 1st gear kan.? takkan nak straight masuk gear 5 ye dak?


regards,
jay ismail.
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21


21 years ago i was 6.

theres ths cute girl that always sits next to me on the bus

shes 2 class away from my class P6.

one day i kissed her cheeks and the next day is world war three.

abeh mak bapak kene panggey dtg tadika..

well..my fault.

got one hell of a beatin from my grandma.

i wonder what happen to her now.

if only i can remember her name...hahahahaha



jay
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Yikessss


Okay..the PG 00 is confirmed..and it'll be out this november...

sapa nak belikan aku as besdey present.?




jay


or should i open classes.?


hahahaha


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Its allll good


Siap pon!




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Bodoh & Sombong


I did a commisioned shoot for a production earlier last year.coverin aiemax on a few location that he couldnt do. after everythin is done ive prepared a

40cm x 60 cm @300 dpi pictures to my clients la.and everything has been done and kawtim.



now its time for printing. The whole design is done by a 'huge' agency down in bangsar..

" we need u to retouch the chipped nails and send us the high res file....."

okay..done that. but instead of sending a cropped and huge ass file..i decided to send in the original one which is 2336 x 3504 pixels (30D large jpeg) at 72 dpi...

then later they called.

-the file is small.its at 72 dpi..we need it 300 dpi..

- i knoe...thats why i send u the original file..u can set the dpi and crop as u like..

-talk to the designer ya...

- hi..im the designer..the file u send me is 72..i need 300..

- yeah..i knoe..its the ORIGINAL size from the camera...sebab tu u can set in photoshop..

-its small.bile i tarik pecah..

-*grrrr...yes..sebab tu kene resize dulu dlm photoshop-

-maybe u can burn in a cd and send it to us..

- okay *smacks head*

talk back to the first designer

- do u know how to crop a picture.?

-yes off course..we're desingners..dont insult us-




*if your a designer..takkan u dont know how to set the size yourself ? nak jugak dragged me all the way over there just to send a dvd..aiyah...*

so much for huge ass agency..
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owh man....

im 20% away from done...and there goes my flat black.....arghhh...now hafta wait till the hardware store to open...


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apakah motif.?


adakah anda seorang pervert?adakah anda ni tak penah tgk perempuan.? jangan la memalukan diri sendiri dengan mengecas anda photographer tapi hanya sekadar shoot gamba wanita2 berjalan2 secara candid dan meng postkannya di dalam internet.tak cukup gamba wanita..gamba upskirt...and lain2 yang menuju ke arah 'pervert' tapi claim its 'candid' style..? come on guys...jangan memalukan 'photography'....


its pathethic jugak la....


jay
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The father or them all


The Father Of Gundam


born 5th november..? no wonder i loike gundam so much..hahahaha
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Fixing Up


im gonna fix him up!

all these while im not much of a modeler...all i knoe is open the box..fix em up..spray abit here and there..and put on my shelves...thats because i just need to keep my hand busy when ever im in my freetime...partly because i dont like to read..hahaha..but ive joined this cool forum where they all mod thise gundam and i was like..whoaaaaaa...dude..where have u been all these while la...

so i decided to 'try'..i repeat... 'try' and learn the proper way of playin..gunpla...


Jay

my 1/100 seravee...before this i just do it out of the box..but this time im thinkin of doing sum color changing..yups..maybe just basic spraying..learnin to do the primer and stuff....actually..i graduated form industrial design...and i knoe all this stuff before..but photography kinda make me forget all the important things.....gunpla is the same as model making and during those days..spraying undercoat on a 1/60 car model or a 1/1 product design modelmaking is easy as they're huge..but spraying on a 1/100 model is errrr..damn susah la wey!..its like mini industrial design course...we play with putty...thinner and autocolor for the primer....basically just the same shyt...... hahahaha...*duhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

nemind...i just try la..im too old for this stuff anyway.....but just try la..

maybe i should go home and korek my old airbrush...'








maybe i try and follow the seravee 3gnhw color scheme..and mix a bit here n there...

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Isu Kawan Kawan


Kadang2 susah kawan ni. sepatutnya kawan lah yang menyokong segala usaha kita.tak kesah la..photographer ke..buat catering ke...tukang jahit baju ke...kawanlah sepatutnya menyokong ushaa murni seseorang individu.

but kadang2 kawan ni jugak yg buat sakit kepala.

isu 1 :-

kawan punya event.kasi amik la.brg deliver udah.belen payah betul nak dpt.bukan banyak pon.dlm 10 orang kawan...5 orang buat peel camni....mana tak pening? sebab kawan lah...

kes A
"takpe la..bayar lambat skit...kawan aku ni.buleh ejas...marilah kite berbuka kat restoren mewah malam ni....."

kes B
"dont worry..hes my friend..i can settle it next year also can..."

Kes C
" takpe..kang aku dtg studio deliver balance..aku bg cash la..." *that was 2 months ago*

Kes D
" brg ni aku antar dulu kat client aku..nanti dia bg payment..aku terus wire ke akaun hang......" *client nya payment dah berbulan clear..masuknya tak gak..

Kes E
" ala..kawan2..kasi la mughah skit...." -ayat ni kene jaga..lu cas dia seribu..dia cas client 5 ribu..memang perangai cam sial....org camni..full price..takde kasi can nya....

Kes F

" ..i nak shoot..but budget i skit la...dlm 6 baju..200 inggit buleh..?
" ko buat baju untuk celebrity..semua canggeh2..zaman ko blajo dulu buleh la aku ejaskan..zaman skang ni dua-dua dah professional...takkan nak cam tu gak.? dont la insult my creativity...



i was talkin with a friend regarding this issue la..susah business ngan kawan2 ni...apatah lagi ngan sedara mara...nak kasi contract , terms n condition pon pon cam aduhai..kenal bertahun..org yg kite kenal 10 tahun pon leh take advantage...kalau sorang yg kene kes gini takpe gak..kalau 20 orang yg kene kes yg sama nak buek camna.....

kang tak tolong kang merajuk.....back to the main issue tadi..kawan2 menyokong kawan..


ada jugak kes nak merajuk2....
.aku rasa aku dah sokong segala usaha murni hang..
.kawan nya pasal..aku shoot..walaopon aku tak cas sebab aku tau kamu belom mampu nak hire aku....kalau kamu kata budget kamu 200 pon aku leh buatkan jugak sebab kamu kawan aku * tiada kene mengene dengan kes E*.......but jangan la expect semua mende aku nak buat...kalau aku x dpt nak tolong sebab mende2 teknikal..jangan la nak dok meghajuk and kasi aku mesej sedih2..baru satu hal aku tak dpt nak jenguk hang dah merajuk..nak kata aku pentingkan budget..kalau aku ni pedulik and hadap sangat duit..takdenya aku nak shoot pree tuk kome nye...ishk..

but dari apa yg kite leh tgk kat masalah ngan kawan2 ni...ianya akan balik ke square one....



duit....



memang la duit tu penting..semua idup pakai duit..nak masuk toilet pon bayar 30 sen skang ni...takde la aku nak habaq duit tu x penting..penting tu penting gak...but kadang2 duit ni la punca segala drama..punca segala masalah..punca segala jenih punca le....


dan punca ini jugakla mungkin aku akan digelar kekwat...atau diva..atau poyo..atau segala2nya...

gasak lah..malas nak layan....



jay