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2011-09-08T01:02:00.000-07:00

Hit List ( Inspired by Mickey)

im turning 30 next year.and here are the things i need to have before join the big 3 series club..

1.Hasselblad H4D with at least 2 fix lens...for the past 10 years pon ive been using 50mm je pon.

2.A fully customized mac pro with tons of displays and a full PROMISE VTrak x30 Series 32TB (16x 2TB SATA) 3U RAID Subsystem..with all the misc shyts.

3. A brand new car..doesnt matter..as long as its brand new..

tiga ni je..achieve my hit list for this year..fully converted back to mac..got a couple of new cameras...rilex..takde drama....so let see if i can have these 3 things by next year...

2011-08-27T14:55:00.000-07:00

2011-03-09T15:44:00.001-08:00

Formula

I admit..i do have lotsa issues in me.negativity esp.paranoid...ego..
all the pain from the previous experienced really turned me into this one person
who just dont give shyt anymore.every man for himself.but this negative attitude is also responsible of makin who i am..who pushes me everyday to be better.its not easy to turn into Mr Positive..mr Baik hati yang selalu dipijak2...org dekat bila dah dpt apa yg dia nak nak..dia sepak kite macam sampah...

theres the general

theres the soldier.

i am the soldier.

to kill or to be killed...

i choose to KILL....

J.I

2011-03-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

Operation Alpha Luna

Phase 2

None so far. I was wrong.the drugs helps to control my animal instinct.usually once or twice.but without the drugs..couldnt even watch people takin that thing ...esp when watchin tv series where the hero is puffin away happily. but yeah..i was being

dramatic..

its been a good week..too many work ..but its all good. goin away soon. where..? i havent got a clue.pack ur bags and just go.need to clear all the issues ive been havin.

The studio is dark.lampu kalimantang blow.elaine daly la ni..nak tutup kipas..she switch off the lampu and poof~! the thing terbakor...sigh..

elaine daly kot..takkan nak marah ye dak.?

its all good

*grin*

J.I

2011-03-09T06:17:00.001-08:00

Luna

U came around.change everything.and ure gone.

do i have a 'touch n go' sign written on my forehead?

J.I

Gundam sale anyone.?

2011-03-06T15:03:00.000-08:00

Damn

after spending 8 hours readin my crappy entries in here....

i clearly have issues.

J.I

2011-03-06T11:55:00.000-08:00

Day Off

Looking forward for tuesday.Akhili is takin the day off.we just gonna spent our days buried in our gundams....gonna have a gundam marathon and i shall be fixin the Perfect Grade 00 that i bought last year.

no work

just fun

pure fun with my best friend since i was 15 years old.

goin back to have fun like the good old days.

J.I

2011-03-06T11:42:00.000-08:00

Conclusion on Phase One.

-finish my starter pack as advised.

-works well.but other things has started to come out.anger.its like all this while uve been lockin down all the tension and stress with nicotine.and when u stopped...all ur craving for food...ur pms can mengalahkan makcik mengandung 9 bulan...

-ate like theres no tomorrow..felt like all those gym visit is more towards throwing away what u ate last nite rather than slimming down..

-maybe i was being dramatic.yeah..maybe

-what im gonna do is for this week.im gonna continue.not try.ill do.scaling my gigi this week.

-i learned that i have issues.ego.negativity.insecurity.doubt.and paranoia. and off course..langsiness tak bertempat...antisocial...and soooo many other...

-again..im being dramatic.

-but yeah...those are the first thing that people notice when they see me i guess..

-time for a change la kot..

-sigh

-she can see right through me.i hate shrinks.

-but sometimes the things we hate is the one we needed the most...

JI

2011-03-02T08:46:00.000-08:00

Day 9 & Day 10

-Craving is less. 1mg is ohsemmmmmmmm~!!!!

-none taken

-need to exercise double as ive been eatin a lot!

-abs cramp.not sure its teh side effects or sebab si iky suh buat sit up 150 kali..demyuh iky..

J.I

2011-02-28T10:26:00.000-08:00

Gundoom?

Stumbled upon this kit at time square.been lookin high n low for it.totally diffrent..not like those TT or HONGLI ripoffs..the RX-93 evolve design is ohsemmmm~!
Gundoom...they coming out with the RX-93 HI-V soon...!!!

J.I

2011-02-28T10:23:00.000-08:00

Day 8

-2 pcs.

-7am & 7pm

-surprisingly...NONE!

-mom's happy

-manage to control as this dosage is a lil bit stronger.

-but things started to shake when lepak session.cant help it.try to pau waa but they dont give.thank you for being supportive.

lets move to Day 9.....

J.I

2011-02-27T10:39:00.000-08:00

Day 7

-1 final.

-2 pcs.

-met the doctor for consultation.readin the brochures and shyts.

-ate like a pig today.

-esok puasa.

-the boss said if i accidently or took one..better report to the her so she can be sarcastic and hentak me like hell..owh well..she did mention the sarcastic part..the hentak part..i was just being dramatic..

-and my new motivation is very strong...i can do this !

J.I

2011-02-26T09:50:00.000-08:00

Day 6

-surprisingly..1!taken at night.i need to do my work.

-2 pcs

-today is lepak day.+stumach cramp.

-tomorrow as usual at 7am.

JI

2011-02-25T09:09:00.000-08:00

Day 5

-2pcs

-3sticks.

-only happen outside the house.

-sleepy at 10

-working progress is slow.tons of pending work.

JI

2011-02-25T08:54:00.000-08:00

Day 4

-2pcs

-2 sticks

-started to feel sleepy 10pm above

-woke up ard 7-8am ..

J.I

2011-02-23T17:46:00.000-08:00

Day 3

-failed

-took 1 today as she said need to..between day 1-7

-another 1 masa malam.work done.

-kul 12 dah mengantuk.

-gonna shift into 2pill tomorrow as its gonna be day 4.

J.I

2011-02-22T09:04:00.000-08:00

Day 2

-8.30am

- constantly hungry.need to kunyah something.

- 11.30am one

- 8.30 one

-started to turnedinto a junkie.cant even do my work.sleepy.

J.I

2011-02-21T17:11:00.000-08:00

Day 1

-7am

-Nothing yet.

- Amount = 3

JI

2011-01-31T03:17:00.000-08:00

Step 2

Susun folder2 pending anda

Mulakan dari dateline yang paling cepat ke paling lambat.

Buka Photoshop.

set lagu2 yang penting.

Baca bismillah

Start buat kerja tanpa sebarang element negative di kepala anda.

Yakin Boleh!

J.I

2011-01-31T03:13:00.000-08:00

Step 1

To all the individuals yang pernah ada drama sama aku..or aku ada drama..from the ujung rambut to hujung kaki...i want to apologized

may god bless all of us.

J.I

2011-01-27T10:35:00.000-08:00

Sleep.

Im gonna sleep and wake up as a different person.

Different better person.

negativity is no longer working for me.

J.I

2011-01-26T05:19:00.000-08:00

The Secret

does it really works of its just a coincidence?

wanna shoot Dato sheila majid
-spent 4 days with her in Dewan Filharmonik Petronas

wanna shoot Dato Siti
-spent 5 minutes driving down from my condo to her place.

wanna shoot atilia haron.
-shot her performance and shes coming down to my studio next week.

wanna cuti for 4 months tanak kerje.
-got this project and i spent 4 months tak usik apa2.

now lets see..

i want a E46 BMW 328Ci or a toyota SUPRA or a Ferarri 430

i want a simple happy life with a sweet taller-than-me wife and 2 awesome baby girls..

i want to hidop selesa

insya allah..

J.I

2011-01-26T05:13:00.000-08:00

Airport

Spent 2 days at KLIA..learning the whole structure of the company.Malaysian Airport Berhad..Malaysia Airline System...Malaysia Stewardess Society..hahahaha...emirates lounge sgt cantik...cathay lounge sgt cun...

soon..soprano saxaphone akan aku beli.

out of topic betol.

But im looking forward for next project.

Insya allah

thats the biggest campaign ive ever seen throughout 9 years of becoming a photographer.

fuh gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

boss.its time for our reunion.its us against the world!

J.I

2011-01-25T04:45:00.000-08:00

terghobang!

asyik2 kete..asyik2 pmpuan...

meh nengok kapal teghobang!

J

2011-01-21T20:08:00.003-08:00

iya MASSSSS...baik MASSSSSS....bisa MASSSSSS!

2011-01-18T23:57:00.000-08:00

2011-01-18T23:48:00.001-08:00

Nilai

kalau abang bising sangat dengan mengeluarkan statement

'mengtouchup gamba boleh menguraikan nilai estetik dia sesebuah gamba..'

abang gi buat photojournalism ye bang..

takat pakai kamera best and yet gamba out..jangan bising bang...

photographer underground
jay ismail

2011-01-11T13:24:00.000-08:00

Lupe

i completely forgot..

owh ya..approval by dfp..

later la upload...

Jay

2010-12-30T09:55:00.000-08:00

Technical

i really dont get it why people go googoogaagaa over technical aspects of a camera.

u can buy a D3X or 1D Mk 4 or Hasselblad H4D for all i care and be langsi bout how big ur MP is..how fast ur cam is.

but if the end results looks like shyt..whats the point?

aiyahhh..kecoh la lu...

Jay

2010-12-28T23:06:00.000-08:00

Fuh

What a year...ive had fun.been relaxing for the past 1 year..

so many things happened this year

some are good.

some are bad.

normal la tu..

lets kick start 2011 with something sweet and simple shall we.?

Jay Ismail

2010-12-14T19:29:00.000-08:00

EMIly

He's EMI..and he got married to the lovely EMILY!talk bout fate..lol

J

2010-10-29T14:20:00.000-07:00

aint no sunshine

bestfriend.?

apa tu?

snap snap..

2010-09-30T10:00:00.001-07:00

Lagenda

shes singing 2 feet away from me accompanied by an orchestra

i can sit on the floor

i can go closer.

i can to the left

i can go to the right

im spending 4 days with her

life's good.

Jay

2010-08-26T09:20:00.000-07:00

Strong

Ive been strong all these while.

people come.people go..i dont really gives a shyt.

dont bother callin just because im havin a dark period at the moment.

i dont need sympathy.

if u wanna show that u care then be there and stay.

if takat nak call just wanna chat and then be gone again....then dont call at all.

im not some PLUS highway RnR...

call me selfish..call me arrogant.

im just being honest.

J

2010-08-20T20:06:00.000-07:00

Darker

The doctor confirmed that my mom has multiple blockage..and shes havin her surgery on monday..

ya allah...please help us.

ive lost so many best friends throughout my life..throughout my journey..

im so not ready to lose this one..

jay

2010-08-20T00:40:00.000-07:00

Dark

my mom was admitted a few days back..and today my dad. the doc confirmed that my moms heart was pumpin slowly and dad keep on havin fever on and off.

mencabar betul dugaan ramadhan ni..

2010-07-07T05:26:00.000-07:00

2010-06-03T11:05:00.000-07:00

Lagenda

Watched Lagenda Budak Setan this mornin.its okay la i guess..agak susah to put in 550 pages novel into a 1 hour and a half movie.

Kasyah

its just wierd lookin at him a photographer.i knoe in d novel he works in an ad agency but he gradute with a degree in COmputer Science.okayla..fine la..but the interview scene is so bangang!i mean...come on dude...photographer..? takkan tunjuk portfolio jenis binding biasa je kot.? director should take note on this kinda things la..penonton skang bukan penonton bangang ..

Ayu

pertama kali aku tgk lisa surihani ni lawa.watak ayu suits her well as a college student.but maybe masa dah kawen tu they make her look lebih matang.a change of hairstyle would be nice.scene kene terajang by azmi memang terbaik! that part memang terbaik!

Emilia

shiqin kamal agak kayu skit.but understandable.new comer..dialog agak bangang * but itu kene salahkan scriptwriter*

Katerina.

Sangat2 frusterated. Ahadiat Akashah telah meracuni kami pembaca setianya dengan memberikan karekter yang sentiasa membuatkan kami terbayang betapa cantik nya katerina ni. Kacukan Mat salleh and Melayu. Stylo...owner advertising agency...ex model....sangat strict and garang...tinggi..chanel and prada... socialite...high end class A lady....

sekali tengok2 fazura?

okay..bukan nak kata fazura tak lawa la kan..but from a layman point of view fazura sesuai jadi emilia...while shiqin patut jadi kate sebab muke dia bukan muke melayu....

+ kejap je si kate ni keluar..

and whats up with scene club and bunga sebesar alam kat kepala.?

and hisham? adeh..tergelak2 aku dlm cinema..

Penulis telah sekali lagi memberikan gambaran mengenai Hisham. Tinggi..model..kacak..pan asian...

sekali keluar alamak...

kot ye pon kasi la Gay Top bang..bukan Gay Bottom...

cant really imagine camna depa nak kuarkan Katerina.?

Overall..

peminat farid kamil or lisa or fazura yg setia maybe takde masalah la kot..sebab nak tengok pelakon kesayangan depa..but for manusia kebanyakan yg suke berfikir cam aku...its a good attempt..cinematography cantik...cume aku pantang lagu dia kuar sepuluh kali sekejap...hangin jugak aku!

and its heard that they're shooting the tv series now....hopefully its better than the movie...

its the small small details yang buat people remember the quality of the story...

scene kate and kasyah diskas pasal concept advertising yg melibatkan abacus and computer...

scene kasyah with kawan2 ..rather see kasyah with turbo then kasyah with the sapi and cincai and man..

scene kasyah first beli kereta tx3 ..

scene kasyah kurus giler and rambut panjang and tak terurus lepas dia graduate...

if they get rid of few of the mengarut scene and include one original key point of the movie pon cukup berbaloi..esp the last scene where dia bawak athirah naik lrt ...

or the moment when ayu flashback and remember herself before she passed away....

and off course..script....tolong la cari script writer yang berkaliber....the original script dlm novel pon dah cukup best boleh membuatkan pembaca bermain ngan minda diorang in imagining the whole scenario....

adeh...

sorry..but ive been lookin forward for it and bila dissapointed..memang sangat kecewa..

-
Die Hard Fan!

-Jay Ismail

2010-05-15T19:07:00.000-07:00

Blood

they say air dicincang takkan putus..?

nahh..,,

thats crap.

J

2010-05-09T01:35:00.000-07:00

hello..

pot to kettle..

ure black!

maybe i should give u a mirror for your birthday present..

dumb ass!

2010-05-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

aku

yang mengadap dia masa dia perlukan sokongan is aku.

yang mendengar rintihan and melalak dia is aku.

yang tinggalkan semua kerje2 bile dia panggil is aku.

yang kene label anak tak guna is aku jugak.

so to all of you..jangan skali2 nak kata aku sayang dia because of benefits.

u guys dont know shyt!

2010-05-03T14:32:00.000-07:00

Tak hebat

dulu aku ajak..tanak..

biar pon dekat..

takde time la.

busy la..

not my cup of tea aa

bile depa ajak...turun..

takpe.

aku tak cukup hebat..

aku tak dpt nak tolong masa ko susah.

aku takde ilmu berharga yang aku leh share sama ko.

aku cume tau menipu.

tapi ko tak suke menipu.

so takpe.

aku memang tak best

maybe laluan kite tak sama kot.

sekian.

....

pic for today.

*gambar hiasan.tiada kene mengena sama entry ini*

2010-04-27T14:06:00.000-07:00

Sarita Marlou

2010-04-24T23:34:00.000-07:00

Kabir's Wedding.

God bless both of you!

2010-04-24T13:03:00.000-07:00

Toast To The Nice Guys. They Finish Last.

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores.

This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girls every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once theyre at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow dont end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldnt worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree youd ever orchestrated in GTA4 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor.

This is also for that time she didnt have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing serious between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: oh, but were just friends! And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because youre nice like that.

The nice guys dont often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys dont seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I cant. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative being. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as oh, hes too nice to date or he would be a good boyfriend but hes not for me or he already puts up with so much from me, I couldnt possibly ask him out! or the most frustrating of all: no, it would ruin our friendship. Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks.

Sorry guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I cant figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (Im going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesnt last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know youre sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

-Ismail Khan -

well written mail...well written...!

2010-04-23T21:58:00.001-07:00

a recent conversation with my mom..

bonda : abeh tu selama ni ko sorang je lah...?

..........

bonda : pandai2 la ko..bonda takut..esok lusa dah takde..camna ko nak hidop?

pepandai la anak bonda ni idop...susah senang sendiri tanggung..sorang ke.berdua ke..perit dia gua handle sorang gaks...but pelik gak..tah mana2 datangnya...yg ada ilang...yang datang umpama rezeki aaa....

bonda : buat la apa yang patut...all i can do for u is pray je la so idop ko tenang.....

baiklah bonda..

2010-04-14T11:58:00.000-07:00

Mulsanne

I love bentleys..it gives me the hiphop kinda feel..*too much MTV's i guess*

2010-04-11T10:21:00.001-07:00

Honest

Bagus jugak u..nanti senang i nak tangkap gamba free bile i dtg studio u..

so u datang sebab nak tangkap gamba pree je la eh..

apa guna ada kawan photographer ye dak...terkenal lagi tu..

thats not the point..so reason kire u geng ngan i sebab nak gamba cun je la ye..

yups * dengan muke selamba*

gile buruk pangai u..

hey..at least i jujur cakap kat u i nak gamba pree....compare to i buat buat kawan sama u..pastu carik u bile i nak gamba je..

(diam japs)...yeah..ure right....at least ur honest bout it.....next week kite shoot...

2010-04-09T16:35:00.000-07:00

Kisses

to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night..

i just love this song..

2010-04-09T15:59:00.000-07:00

Pic for the day:-

2010-04-09T15:41:00.001-07:00

people asked me. are u a fashion photographer?

the answer is no. im just a photographer. normal ones.

i do love portraits though. the face . sharp jawlines.the hairs. the eyes.

1001 emotions can be felt by just lookin at the face.

2010-04-09T15:28:00.001-07:00

Just Go.

Settle everything.

pack my bags.

charge my batteries.

1 man

1 d2x

1 17-50

Hard Rock Penang.

Here i come!

2010-04-09T14:25:00.000-07:00

Shahrom Ismail & Alyssa

my brother.

2010-04-09T09:48:00.001-07:00

Mana?

Mana aku nak campak sume ni?

2010-04-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

Choices

Life is about choices.

Life is a battlefield.

Life sucks.

Life is good.

Life is fun.

Live your life to the fullest

im having fun.

You can have fun too.

If u dont wanna live your life.

Thats your problem.

If ure pissed because i can get and buy what ever i want.

Thats your problem

I made a choice on how i wanna live my life

You can too.

But its your choice.

dont be mad.

be wise.

life is about choices

choose wisely la bang.

2010-04-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

Blank

woke up with a headache.

accidently knock over the boxes

and hit my knee ngam2 kat bucu meja.

dammit.

cleaned the storeroom today.

cleared the thrash.

bought some more boxes.

went for a quick meeting with a client.

went home.

checked my mails

went down to the mek tomyam to have a drink.

saw a couple of guys..probly in thier early 20's

a couple of nikon and canon on the table.

and stack of fuji 400 on the table.

cant actually believe they're still using films.

i missed those good old days.

no worries..no responsibilities.....

definitely hakuna matata.

and

being alone is not that bad....

Jay Ismail

2010-04-06T12:09:00.001-07:00

Forever Young

Im the artist

Im the painter

Im the photographer

Im the singer

Im the actor

Im the director.

This is my show.

This is my masterpiece.

and

Im forever young.

-Jay Ismail

2010-04-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

Muse

i remember when we met years back.

i remember the day i saw you on the cover of a magazine.

i remember when u beat the hell outta me on the pool table.

i remember those days where 80% of pics in my cf card is filled with your pictures.

where are you.?

god

please bring her back to me...

2010-03-30T03:04:00.001-07:00

Haiya Abang..

was walkin ard time square with a friend of mine. tryin my luck to poison him into the world of gunplaing.....drop by one of the hobby shops.. and looked around..manage to poison him to start off with a normal grade 1/100 model.....while we were at d counter..saw the PG 00 clear parts on the shelve..

itu clear parts ada jual saparate ke boss.?

adaaaaaaaaaaa

baper duit ?

ala abang..u our regular maa..u know how much other kedai is charging...u punya pasal..we can sell it off at 50% off.....

thinkin * thats fuckin cheap*...

itu la abang..kalau abang mahu collect Perfect Grade 00 yang SEMPURNA aa...abang kene ada ini..cincai kire la....i sell u half price...

thinkin * fuh apek ni..ayattttt....siap ada sempurna tu....*

fuck..i hate it when they do that....

ok la pek...bungkus....

and another day goes by..

2010-03-24T11:25:00.001-07:00

Principles.

Kadang2 bagus la hidup berpegang teguh pada principle ..but ko tak rasa sometimes principle ko tu nyusah kan ke?

atau adakah kerana ur ego terlampau tinggi?

which membuatkan u sanggup hidop merana dari lari skit dari principle yg hang duk pertahankan.?

U havent been in the battlefield beb...its a war that makes u think..

its not bout the kill..how many uve killed..its bout decisions that u have to make to stay alive..

and u dont stay at the side and looked at how ur boy got shot..goin down the dirt one by one..

u should be there on the battlefield..

so selagi tak merasa betapa payahnya situasi tu..

jangan banyak cakap....

buat je..

ure not the only one whose having problems..

people got thier own sets of problems and shyt..

just do it.

j

2010-03-20T12:11:00.000-07:00

Backfire.

before i ended up dead.better be gone.rather than be dead and gone.

roger n out.

J

2010-03-12T07:21:00.000-08:00

ahahahhaahhhhahahaha

trut trut...trut trut....

*pick up sound*

Hey baby...dah sampai rumah?jalan jem tak.?

Huh? sapa ni..

funny la..jalan jem x.?

aaaaa.jem apa pulak ni...

* ^&(*&.........jangan la memain....

ni * ^&(*&. la ni...tu sapa..?

OWH SHYT! ni mak ngah * ^&(*&. ke...? salah nombor..sorry yek..

)(*&)(&&()&)(...hang up..

moral of the story..change the name of your lady in ur cell...u could accidently call ur aunty..

Picture for the day.

erks..got no pics left..later la upload...

2010-03-10T14:37:00.000-08:00

Notebook

sigh...i watched notebook ..i knoe i knoe its and old movie...

but i hafta tell ya...its not suitable for any women and man with a sensitive heart...

dammit...*wiping tears away*

Picture for today :-

yeah...he can be the strongest mecha ever ..but his heart is sensitive......

2010-03-07T09:41:00.000-08:00

sweet

"hehehehe. Nasib x lepak lama ! Kalo x sure kite dah couple tadi ! hehehehe"

thats just sweet..

Pic for today..

2010-02-26T08:44:00.000-08:00

Friday

Picked up Mado at 4am.

Suzy's Session

Tido

Balik Studio

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Mado picked me up

Lunch at Fridays

Meet Kabir & Wife & Arwan's family. Vito is sooo comel!

Pusing all around lookin for optimus prime.

Time Square

Pusing lagi

got the RX-78-2 ver OYW

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Visit Waa at Glenagles.

Get well soon waa.

Kadir's session

Sara join us.

Was sneezin the whole day due to not enough sleep and wheather kejap panas kejap sejuk.

balik.

packed everythin up.

and shyt i forgot to collect my laundry.

sigh

i really need to get outta here...

err..should i bring one gundam there.?

J

Picture of the day.

Tioman...we shall meet again...

2010-02-25T05:33:00.000-08:00

Mick , Eeza & Umayr

FInally datang jugak budak kenit ni...

orang kaya baru..hahahaha

congrats guys!!!

J

2010-02-23T17:29:00.001-08:00

Love

just watched baghban and i cried..

call me a sissy..i dont give a fuck.

im a scorpio.jiwa lembut what..hhahahahaha

now

im goin back to see my parents!

J

picture for the day

2010-02-17T12:49:00.000-08:00

Aleng

www.alengtohara.com.my

ive been in a few projects with aleng...and since day 1 till now..he never dissapoint me.aleng do makeup....and also a wedding planner...very talented fella! should check out his site.

Aleng Tohara

he dropped by yesterday as we've been plannin for 2010 project.below are sum snaps...nothin has been finalized yet...but yeah...hes good!

-J

2010-02-05T20:03:00.000-08:00

Wonder

i wonder apa yang jadi sebenarnya. its like breaking up from a 10 years relationship...yeah...10 years..i even know u better than all my ex girldfriends/scandals/flings etc etc. its been almost 3 months now. u didnt talk.u didnt called. we used to get over what ever we throw at each other.but when we really throw it out..we kinda 'breakup' terus.damn i hate this. its my fault i guess.sorry brother.

talk to me bebeh. im am slow.

j

2010-02-03T21:52:00.000-08:00

S Gundam

this fella is one huge muthaf***a! deng.....how i wish all 1/100 is the same size as this fella..

j

2010-01-15T15:02:00.000-08:00

Face

2010-01-06T13:40:00.000-08:00

100

finally.....all the hard work..its worth it!...totally worth it..

j

2009-12-24T14:47:00.000-08:00

2009-12-24T13:23:00.000-08:00

Blonde

baby u can be soooo blonde at times...

but what the heck..i still love you

hahahahahhaahahhahaha

J

2009-12-22T12:19:00.000-08:00

athena

2009-12-22T11:49:00.000-08:00

Weddings

been a while since i last shoot any weddings...too much workload in products and fashion and stuff.....heres sum stuff that ive been doin lately.

Jay

2009-12-10T21:47:00.000-08:00

King Shah & Queen Laykha

An old friend of mine got married last week.congratulations intan and shah!...

Jay

2009-11-23T14:14:00.000-08:00

I just dont get it

one moment ure joinin the bitchin session bout how u dont like his photos ..too surreal and shyt...

and how u dont like the pervert who walks across town shooting tits and booty...and called it candid...

and before u knew it..ure on the same boat..?

we like to hentak people. we hentak because we care. if we dont give a shyt bout ya...we

probably couldnt be bothered with what u wanna do with ur life..

a simple bang and whammm...

well done son....well done...

hahahahahahaha....

yeah im dissapointed.

shyt happens...

life goes on...:)

its 24th..sg wang anyone for the gundam showdown?

jay

2009-11-19T22:20:00.001-08:00

Drama Swasta

This is just general mumbling....just untuk direnung2 kan..these few days satu satu kawan photographer aku nak ada drama.....rimas lah!

*this goes to all..kawan..tak kawan......*

- i dont care kalau ko kawan kolej aku ke apa.anak sedara ke. anak buah ke apa. aku tak penah nak ikut ko shoot.ko shoot la apa pon.aku tak penah pedulik kecuali ko sailang aku. so dont expect aku nak kasi ko follow aku bile aku ada client.im doing it for work.not sum fun fun chill chill snappin.

-i will call who i feel qualify to be the assistants or crew or what.so dont judge sapa aku nak bawak. i never question or asked who u bring along for ur assignments and i dont expect u to bring me sebab aku understand working procedure masing2.

-if you are really my friend u understand what im mumbling about here.aku malas nak melayan isu merajuk..isu boikot..isu drama swasta.....i just couldnt care less..

yeah..im a snob. i dont care.

*grin*

kawan is kawan.kenalan ke..makcik ke..adik beradik sendiri ke...i just dont have time to tolerate all these nonsense.nak merajuk2 sebab tak panggil for photoshoot.or nak merajuk sebab aku panggey photog A instead of photog B to assist aku for wedding,events n shyt....we are working professionals..so start acting like one.

pissed,
jay

2009-11-18T15:58:00.000-08:00

Sigh

i just dont feel like typing anymore...is there any kind of software or hardware that can type for u while u say what u wanna say?

maybe i should hire a PA....

pfft

Jay

pic for today.

model of the year 2009.

2009-09-14T23:20:00.001-07:00

21

21 years ago i was 6.

theres ths cute girl that always sits next to me on the bus

shes 2 class away from my class P6.

one day i kissed her cheeks and the next day is world war three.

abeh mak bapak kene panggey dtg tadika..

well..my fault.

got one hell of a beatin from my grandma.

i wonder what happen to her now.

if only i can remember her name...hahahahaha

jay

2009-09-10T23:37:00.000-07:00

Yikessss

Okay..the PG 00 is confirmed..and it'll be out this november...

sapa nak belikan aku as besdey present.?

jay

or should i open classes.?

hahahaha

2009-09-09T18:54:00.000-07:00

Its allll good

Siap pon!

2009-09-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

Bodoh & Sombong

I did a commisioned shoot for a production earlier last year.coverin aiemax on a few location that he couldnt do. after everythin is done ive prepared a

40cm x 60 cm @300 dpi pictures to my clients la.and everything has been done and kawtim.

now its time for printing. The whole design is done by a 'huge' agency down in bangsar..

" we need u to retouch the chipped nails and send us the high res file....."

okay..done that. but instead of sending a cropped and huge ass file..i decided to send in the original one which is 2336 x 3504 pixels (30D large jpeg) at 72 dpi...

then later they called.

-the file is small.its at 72 dpi..we need it 300 dpi..

- i knoe...thats why i send u the original file..u can set the dpi and crop as u like..

-talk to the designer ya...

- hi..im the designer..the file u send me is 72..i need 300..

- yeah..i knoe..its the ORIGINAL size from the camera...sebab tu u can set in photoshop..

-its small.bile i tarik pecah..

-*grrrr...yes..sebab tu kene resize dulu dlm photoshop-

-maybe u can burn in a cd and send it to us..

- okay *smacks head*

talk back to the first designer

- do u know how to crop a picture.?

-yes off course..we're desingners..dont insult us-

*if your a designer..takkan u dont know how to set the size yourself ? nak jugak dragged me all the way over there just to send a dvd..aiyah...*

so much for huge ass agency..

2009-09-08T15:11:00.000-07:00

owh man....

im 20% away from done...and there goes my flat black.....arghhh...now hafta wait till the hardware store to open...

2009-09-08T14:04:00.000-07:00

apakah motif.?

adakah anda seorang pervert?adakah anda ni tak penah tgk perempuan.? jangan la memalukan diri sendiri dengan mengecas anda photographer tapi hanya sekadar shoot gamba wanita2 berjalan2 secara candid dan meng postkannya di dalam internet.tak cukup gamba wanita..gamba upskirt...and lain2 yang menuju ke arah 'pervert' tapi claim its 'candid' style..? come on guys...jangan memalukan 'photography'....

its pathethic jugak la....

jay

2009-09-08T04:07:00.001-07:00

The father or them all

The Father Of Gundam

born 5th november..? no wonder i loike gundam so much..hahahaha

2009-09-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

Fixing Up

im gonna fix him up!

all these while im not much of a modeler...all i knoe is open the box..fix em up..spray abit here and there..and put on my shelves...thats because i just need to keep my hand busy when ever im in my freetime...partly because i dont like to read..hahaha..but ive joined this cool forum where they all mod thise gundam and i was like..whoaaaaaa...dude..where have u been all these while la...

so i decided to 'try'..i repeat... 'try' and learn the proper way of playin..gunpla...

Jay

my 1/100 seravee...before this i just do it out of the box..but this time im thinkin of doing sum color changing..yups..maybe just basic spraying..learnin to do the primer and stuff....actually..i graduated form industrial design...and i knoe all this stuff before..but photography kinda make me forget all the important things.....gunpla is the same as model making and during those days..spraying undercoat on a 1/60 car model or a 1/1 product design modelmaking is easy as they're huge..but spraying on a 1/100 model is errrr..damn susah la wey!..its like mini industrial design course...we play with putty...thinner and autocolor for the primer....basically just the same shyt...... hahahaha...*duhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

nemind...i just try la..im too old for this stuff anyway.....but just try la..

maybe i should go home and korek my old airbrush...'

maybe i try and follow the seravee 3gnhw color scheme..and mix a bit here n there...

2009-09-05T17:47:00.000-07:00

Isu Kawan Kawan

Kadang2 susah kawan ni. sepatutnya kawan lah yang menyokong segala usaha kita.tak kesah la..photographer ke..buat catering ke...tukang jahit baju ke...kawanlah sepatutnya menyokong ushaa murni seseorang individu.

but kadang2 kawan ni jugak yg buat sakit kepala.

isu 1 :-

kawan punya event.kasi amik la.brg deliver udah.belen payah betul nak dpt.bukan banyak pon.dlm 10 orang kawan...5 orang buat peel camni....mana tak pening? sebab kawan lah...

kes A
"takpe la..bayar lambat skit...kawan aku ni.buleh ejas...marilah kite berbuka kat restoren mewah malam ni....."

kes B
"dont worry..hes my friend..i can settle it next year also can..."

Kes C
" takpe..kang aku dtg studio deliver balance..aku bg cash la..." *that was 2 months ago*

Kes D
" brg ni aku antar dulu kat client aku..nanti dia bg payment..aku terus wire ke akaun hang......" *client nya payment dah berbulan clear..masuknya tak gak..

Kes E
" ala..kawan2..kasi la mughah skit...." -ayat ni kene jaga..lu cas dia seribu..dia cas client 5 ribu..memang perangai cam sial....org camni..full price..takde kasi can nya....

Kes F
" ..i nak shoot..but budget i skit la...dlm 6 baju..200 inggit buleh..? " ko buat baju untuk celebrity..semua canggeh2..zaman ko blajo dulu buleh la aku ejaskan..zaman skang ni dua-dua dah professional...takkan nak cam tu gak.? dont la insult my creativity...

i was talkin with a friend regarding this issue la..susah business ngan kawan2 ni...apatah lagi ngan sedara mara...nak kasi contract , terms n condition pon pon cam aduhai..kenal bertahun..org yg kite kenal 10 tahun pon leh take advantage...kalau sorang yg kene kes gini takpe gak..kalau 20 orang yg kene kes yg sama nak buek camna.....

kang tak tolong kang merajuk.....back to the main issue tadi..kawan2 menyokong kawan..

ada jugak kes nak merajuk2....
.aku rasa aku dah sokong segala usaha murni hang...kawan nya pasal..aku shoot..walaopon aku tak cas sebab aku tau kamu belom mampu nak hire aku....kalau kamu kata budget kamu 200 pon aku leh buatkan jugak sebab kamu kawan aku * tiada kene mengene dengan kes E*.......but jangan la expect semua mende aku nak buat...kalau aku x dpt nak tolong sebab mende2 teknikal..jangan la nak dok meghajuk and kasi aku mesej sedih2..baru satu hal aku tak dpt nak jenguk hang dah merajuk..nak kata aku pentingkan budget..kalau aku ni pedulik and hadap sangat duit..takdenya aku nak shoot pree tuk kome nye...ishk..

but dari apa yg kite leh tgk kat masalah ngan kawan2 ni...ianya akan balik ke square one....

duit....

memang la duit tu penting..semua idup pakai duit..nak masuk toilet pon bayar 30 sen skang ni...takde la aku nak habaq duit tu x penting..penting tu penting gak...but kadang2 duit ni la punca segala drama..punca segala masalah..punca segala jenih punca le....

dan punca ini jugakla mungkin aku akan digelar kekwat...atau diva..atau poyo..atau segala2nya...

gasak lah..malas nak layan....

jay

2009-08-31T20:34:00.000-07:00

Test

so in the mood for experiments...was tryin a few methods on retouching and i kinda like the results for now..

time to keep on playin with photoshop until i vomit...

Jay

2009-08-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

Its on the shelves..

at your nearest newstand..

jay

2009-08-29T15:50:00.000-07:00

Pictures pictures..

2009-08-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

Portraits

I like to shoot faces.

Jay

2009-08-28T13:08:00.000-07:00

ZeroOne

Its all good.

Jay

2009-08-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

Testing.

In the mood for retouching practise.

overdone.i knoe

Jay

2009-08-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

yeayyy

its out!

2009-08-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

I hate BANDAI!

Why la u guys came oout with new model everymonth...aiyah...now i must work twice everymonth...hahahahhaa......

was reading NgeeKhiong's Blog ( ultimate resource for Gunpla's and Other models)..and saw a bunch of new gunplas coming out soon...arghhh..im runnin out fo shelves!!!!

maybe i should mengorat anak tokey kedai mainan.?

jay

*pictures from ngeekhiongs site.feel free to visit his side for info and news*

2009-08-21T14:15:00.000-07:00

Hold Your Horses...

its the 1st day of ramadhan. no smoke.no food.no drinkin.no evil thoughts.

time to read books...play with my gundams...and hopefully this month will be as smooth

like last year.

amin.

Selamat berpuasa everyone!

jay ismail.

2009-08-17T23:57:00.000-07:00

Tips n Trick

Dear newbies.....

Here's a tip on how u can improve your skills.In january 1996..theres 2 bright individuals by the name of Larry Page, & Sergey Brin, These 2 geniuses created google. u can use google to do sum research on your own. how to use photoshop? how to retouch portraits? etc etc.
back in those days..young photog discover things the hard way..nobody wanna ajar..or theres no such things as sifoo or master or apprentice shyt....u want it..? get it urself..

Do make friends with senior photographer. respect them.kalau u tegur cara baik..im sure they will treat u back nicely. Go out.make and effort to ajak them out for drinks.learn.jangan langsi.

dont ask stupid questions.

dont ask thier secret on how to come out with pictures...nobody will tell u thier secret..

if u have problems shooting..shoot first..bring the result..and asked...do no ask first and shoot later...

if u just met this guy and asked him his/her secret and he/her ignored you..he or she is not langsi. its just that u're stupid.

dont be over friendly...

there...its simple..straight to the point...and it works...hope it will help u in the future.

Jay

2009-08-15T02:57:00.001-07:00

Where do i start?

-Lets begin with this week lil project. just finish doing a cover and ad for Mr Jovian Mandagie. The whole process went well Special thanx to Olivia and the makeup team, Miss Tinie and the whole behind the scene crew. Everythin has been kawtim.waiting for the mag to come out in september.

- Follow the great Mr Kabir Malek for a pre wed shoot in PD. Hafta admit im not much of a wedding shooter. We actually went jungle trekking near the rumah api....niat nak cari lokasi..naik2 balik dedua pancit...hahahaha..it was fun!

- Demam.Sakit tekak.telan ubat...try to sleep it off.

- Bangun...gi touchdiy for usha2...so many stock...ada a bunch yg last unit..too bad cannot spend much sebab next month puasa..aiyaah....beli jugak 1/144 sebijik just to lepas gian...it doesnt cost more than 40 bucks..

-Shooting launching boutique

- now i at home..its raining..the aircond is so shiok...i guess maybe i should take a nap...+ its saturday nite..and memandangkan i ni antisosial bak kata sesetengah pihak..baik la i tido....

hahahahaha

jay